After heartache and loss we are pregnant again, and this time it just seems right. This Saturday I took a test (at 5:30 in the morning, I just couldn't wait!) and it was positive within seconds! I was shocked! I really didn't feel like we would be lucky enough to get pregnant again so quickly. I went back to bed but couldn't sleep because was too busy doubting the test that i had just took! So...being the obsessive person I am, I opened a digital test (although the package said I needed first morning urine) and I was sure it would say "not pregnant' due to either me not being pregnant or due to the fact that I had just used the bathroom. To my surprise it came out positive very quickly as well! I had to wake Kevin up and let him know that we got our positive that we have wanted so badly.
We are both greatly excited and it is hard to think or talk about anything other than our hopes for this little one.As I speak I am in my fourth week and I am very nervous. I have all of these odd feelings in my stomach and I am so paranoid that it is a sign of something wrong although I know it is normal to be a little crampy and have weird feelings. We are so paranoid that I am not telling anyone that we are expecting until Easter. No one will even see this blog until April but, I am just so happy I can't help but write about this event!
We are just all a buzz about this little one! We have wanted a baby so long and it has been so hard to deal with the fact that we couldn't have one. It has been hard to talk about and as far as anyone on the outside knows, I have not wanted kids of my own. It is a horrible feeling when your body works against you. Maybe finally our prayers have been answered.
According to the due date calculator and timing my due date is Halloween. Couldn't have planned that better! I think the date is very fitting for me! So here is the start to the countdown for the arrival of our little pumpkin! I'll have my fingers crossed and my breath held! And sending baby dust to the ladies out there who are still trying!!!
Love,
Jamie
We are both greatly excited and it is hard to think or talk about anything other than our hopes for this little one.As I speak I am in my fourth week and I am very nervous. I have all of these odd feelings in my stomach and I am so paranoid that it is a sign of something wrong although I know it is normal to be a little crampy and have weird feelings. We are so paranoid that I am not telling anyone that we are expecting until Easter. No one will even see this blog until April but, I am just so happy I can't help but write about this event!
We are just all a buzz about this little one! We have wanted a baby so long and it has been so hard to deal with the fact that we couldn't have one. It has been hard to talk about and as far as anyone on the outside knows, I have not wanted kids of my own. It is a horrible feeling when your body works against you. Maybe finally our prayers have been answered.
According to the due date calculator and timing my due date is Halloween. Couldn't have planned that better! I think the date is very fitting for me! So here is the start to the countdown for the arrival of our little pumpkin! I'll have my fingers crossed and my breath held! And sending baby dust to the ladies out there who are still trying!!!
Love,
Jamie
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